The life i lead,
Ever so simple yet caught between so many complexities. I’ve recently come to realize that all i’ve ever wanted, needed or could possibly ask for is if not right in front of me, only a couple footsteps away. You think to yourself, wouldnt that be nice…
Without a downside im left with all the greatness surrounding me. BUT im bored, im boring, shit im just plain dull. theres nothing interesting left. I mean yeah, im awfully strange, but thats just made me learn to be quiet instead of speaking my mind and being looked at like ive done lost my marbles. I just want for once in my life to be comprehended under a positive outlook. I’m afraid i’ve lost all that i had to offer due to creative starvation. My ever dying hunger left me sick with an illness that sucked all artistic nutrients and articulate wordplay straight from the marrow of my mind.
I’ve since been reaching out to the many among me for inspiration, finding more mind sick youth. but no answers. What now folks… What now?